It's no secret I'm
adopted; I'm fortunate that I have a lot of information on my birth
family. My (adopted) parents provided me
with what they had and I've done research using the Internet and genealogy
sites to fill in other gaps. Quite a bit
of my original search can be found Here and here.
I've written another
letter or two to my birth mother, both have been returned unopened. I have looked up her address on Google Maps,
and have 'stalked' (in a totally non-creepy way) her in other fashions but have never met her, phoned her or
attempted to contact her other than by letter.
I have the obituary for John King Joyce (my birth father) and it's full of family information on his side; including a brother named Robert. I looked up Robert several years ago (thank you Internet) and found his address; I have a phone number but decided against calling it. I'm not comfortable on the phone and, I'd rather have an interaction -- no matter how embarrassing or uncomfortable -- in person than over the phone. If they're going to slam the door in my face or be negative in some way, I'd rather take that in person than being hung up on by some faceless being across the phone lines. Yes, I realize this is probably very strange and extremely crazy.
I have the obituary for John King Joyce (my birth father) and it's full of family information on his side; including a brother named Robert. I looked up Robert several years ago (thank you Internet) and found his address; I have a phone number but decided against calling it. I'm not comfortable on the phone and, I'd rather have an interaction -- no matter how embarrassing or uncomfortable -- in person than over the phone. If they're going to slam the door in my face or be negative in some way, I'd rather take that in person than being hung up on by some faceless being across the phone lines. Yes, I realize this is probably very strange and extremely crazy.
I decided that this
trip to California would been the trip to 'just do it'; so I plotted the trip
to the address. Nice area of California, near the Getty Center, well-maintained
on the outside (I didn't take a photo).
Pulled into the driveway, parked the car, knocked on the door and stood
back a couple of steps.
A woman answered the
door and was hesitant to speak to me; I asked if Robert Joyce was in, she asked
if he was expecting me. I responded that
no, he wasn't but that I was the daughter of his brother, John. She turned away from the door and went to
speak to him, speaking loudly and repeating my name, asking if he knew me. She returned to the door and I explained a
bit more about who I was and why I was there.
She stepped away to talk to "his grandson" who said they
didn't know who I was. I asked to leave
information and she accepted the hand-written sheet I gave her with name,
address, phone number, birth date and some identifying information in case they
wanted to contact me. A young woman (I
have no idea who) came back to the door and took the paper from me. End of the adventure.
Possibly. I hope they attempt to make contact with me in the future, but even with all the information I have I will not contact them again unless they contact me. It's not a deep seated need; more of a curiosity.
Possibly. I hope they attempt to make contact with me in the future, but even with all the information I have I will not contact them again unless they contact me. It's not a deep seated need; more of a curiosity.
The first woman that
answered the door was likely a live-in nurse.
The man she spoke to first could hear, but she raised her voice and
spoke slowly so he is likely hard of hearing.
I'm assuming he's of semi-sound mind because she asked if he knew me or
remembered me.
The 2nd woman who
came to the door was younger -- early to mid-20's -- and didn’t seem to be
interested in taking the information I gave but took it nonetheless. I have no clue if there was a family
resemblance or not as I didn't get a good look at her and, to be honest I was
pretty much internally freaking out.
It's been a long time since I've been that nervous -- I think the last
time was when I was meeting Gordon for the first time.
I'd still like to
contact and meet my birth mother and my half-brother; but that will have to
wait for another time and another moment of being brave.